2022.01.18 21:37 Tobybrent Is the information about your country accurate on the CIA FactBook site?
2022.01.18 21:37 addepungkung This is the future of gaming
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2022.01.18 21:37 MoreRemote Thoughts on banning congress from trading?
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2022.01.18 21:37 Big_D_555 Should I prestige now or wait til Saturday 🤔
2022.01.18 21:37 RipleyKY Meet Flint! We adopted him in October. We think he’s a Rat Terrier mix. What do you think?
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2022.01.18 21:37 CanoCearense eu_nvr
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2022.01.18 21:37 mugglewayne Leafy Lake has turned into The Great Lake (WIP)
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2022.01.18 21:37 Civilengnoob What was “The Porn” talk like for you?
2022.01.18 21:37 dor14n_17 Este es de choriwacho
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2022.01.18 21:37 Party_Ad7339 My Therapist Thinks I Was Abused Based Off Nothing?? Wouldn't I remember??
I know context about me, her, and my situation and why I'm in therapy is important, but obviously it'd take too long to explain, so I'll try to keep it condensed.
I'm trans (FTM), over a year on T, 22, and am in trauma-centered therapy to explore symptoms I'm experiencing. It's suspected I have a form of dissociative identity disorder, as I have solid, established "people" living in my head. I have been diagnosed with PTSD with psychotic features from previous therapists and psychiatrists. I started up therapy again with this new therapist two or three months ago to understand these experiences, and see if there might be childhood trauma I'm unaware of. I'm not sure if it's working out with her, or I'm thinking too hard about one interaction.
I come from a large (seven other siblings) and religious middle-class family. I don't recall large swaths of my childhood up until middle of elementary school-ish. I chalk this up to the regular passage of time, being chronically dissociated as a child, and feeling deep separation of the person I was as a kid. I had a big-T traumatizing experience when I was fourteen involving doctors and hospitals, and soon after I came back from that, I realized the term transgender and came out as trans. Thus, separation of me vs. kid me
The bits of childhood I remember with my parents and siblings are more positive than they are negative. I was overall a happy kid with a stable family, and I engaged in imaginary play a bunch as a kid. To a chronic, alarming amount I'd say. I have memory of being constantly dissociated as a kid. Some upsetting memories I can recall were being physically punished for things, but I can recall only two incidents of that. My parents are traditional and religious and believed in spanking. I, chronically dissociated as a child, could not comprehend why these punishments were happening.
Time passed, and these memories don't have a vice grip on me. I'd say being punished is upsetting for a kid, but normal occurrences in households. Overall, my household situation was stable and predictable. There were no screaming matches, abuse, violence, etc. There were never any teachers concerned for my home life.
My therapist and I are still kinda stumped on why I'm experiencing these symptoms (separate voices in my head, accounts of other people fronting).
Most notably, I have no body memories of trauma to speak of. Meaning, I don't think about a person or a situation and my body clams up in horror, even if I can't recall something about a situation. If I was abused by someone as a kid, my mind may not remember it, but my body would. Wouldn't I remember a smidge of abuse or trauma I experienced as a kid, even if I can't recall all of it?
But, I just don't think that applies to me. There's nothing that comes to mind, period. In a session last week, my therapist, apropos of fucking nothing, asked me if she could bring up a possible triggering question. I said yes. She said "I wonder if one your siblings abused you as a child."
My whole body froze. I laughed. I got incredulous. "Why the hell would you even say that?" I stared hard at her, waiting for her explanation of such an asinine accusation. She shrugged. "Been in this job a while," she reasoned.
And that was it. That was the only things he had to say about it. She offered no anecdotes to back this up with. No threads of stories she could draw back to this conclusion.
My mind has been reeling since. I have to grill her on what she meant next session. What could she know that I don't? Wouldn't I remember at least something from when I was a kid that brought her to this conclusion? My childhood was, besides foggy and hard to remember, overall happy. I was an anxious kid, but I was constantly in my own imagination, and I was happy there. Notably, I remember feeling safe with my parents. Or at least, not scared of them. I constantly thought about how lucky I was growing up having two parents who loved me and a safe home life.
Maybe she wasn't right that at sibling abused me, or that maybe a parent had. At any rate, where the hell did this thought come from?
Was this appropriate? Isn't a therapist supposed to kind of gently guide a client to that conclusion instead of dumping it on them? And even then, shouldn't she have some kind of evidence to back this up from my own life?
Being dissociated and anxious as a kid and not remembering a lot of it are the only factors that could back up this suggestion, but wouldn't I remember some kind of abuse?
I just don't know what to do or think at this point. Thanks for reading. I'd appreciate any and all feedback or thoughts.
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2022.01.18 21:37 Shgrudthv Best formation to use at the moment
2022.01.18 21:37 hopefulhammock0383 How can I find a job fast and survive in NYC?
I am a young adult, who's still in college at the moment. I have just switched to finance recently( which is a useless degree) from electrical engineering and I am about to take my first class later on this year. However, I do want to successfully live in NYC. I don't have any savings, no credit card and bad credit. I have about $40k in student loan debt and that's not good. I am unemployed. However, I want to move out of my parents house because it's difficult and a toxic environment there. I am 22 and it's embarrassing to be living at your parents house late. I am willing to live in any part of NYC as long as it's clean and not a violent neighborhood. What jobs can I look for that can get me enough money to save up and leave my parents house? Any suggestions?
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2022.01.18 21:37 acm0312 Heading to Recruiting
Leaving here in a couple of months to Ft Knox. I actually volunteered (they were going to DA select me so I just volunteered so I can "have" a choice on location) how can I get ahead of the game and pinpoint a location? I find it crazy they're expecting me to come back to sell my house, pack my shit, get to a new location to find a house and school for my kids within 4 weeks from returning from the schoolhouse. Yes, I get that no one told me to buy a house and the Army will move my stuff, but I gotta try and make some money on this move. I did put in a deferment too. I just want to get ahead of the game if possible. Also, what are some good places to recruit out of? 🤙🏼
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2022.01.18 21:37 Cryogenx Review #1: Heaven's Door Cask Strength- r/bourbon 2021 Selection
Intro: This is my first ever review, I hope I'm not making a fool of myself.
Heaven's Door Cask Strength - bourbon 2021 Selection | Bottle # 111
ABV: 63.45% ABV | PROOF: 126.90
Setup: neat in a rocks glass, rested 5 minutes
Nose: vanilla, caramel, and hazelnut stronger whiff pulls oak notes and ethanol
Palate: Again vanilla and caramel, some sort of mint (spearmint?), medium viscosity, mellow and sweet
9 | Incredible | An all-time favorite way to the heat from the high proof, not overwhelming, good heat, maybe some cinnamon notes in the end
Overall: I was excited to give this one a try, as my first bourbon pick. It didn't disappoint, I normally don't drink straight, but this one is doable, even at its high proof. I prefer mixed with a small amount of ginger ale and a twist of lime, and this mixed well after the initial few sips. this is definitely a keeper on my shelf!
t8ke score: 7-8
0 | Unscored | New Make Spirit or Personal Selection
1 | Disgusting | So bad I poured it out.
2 | Poor | I wouldn't consume by choice.
3 | Bad | Multiple flaws.
4 | Sub-par | Not bad, but many things I'd rather have.
5 | Good | Good, just fine.
6 | Very Good | A cut above.
7 | Great | Well above average
8 | Excellent | Really quite exceptional.
9 | Incredible | An all time favorite
10 | Perfect | Perfect
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2022.01.18 21:37 Intelligent-Swim3809 SushiSwap sucks, I need to contact Wonderland.
I made a swap from AVAX to TIME, in the new swap registered in Wonderland Money and I lost more than 78% of my assets because the impact price was too high and the brokerage still executed the operation. The AVAX value was 46.421502875 and what I got was 1.113998078. If the exchange continued to be carried out through Trader Joe, none of this would have happened, since, unlike SushiSwap, the impact price was MUCH lower, in the period simultaneously compared, as shown in the images. Therefore, I demand that it be reimbursed in TIME. Can someone help me?
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2022.01.18 21:37 ANLC23 Recomendación de compañía de entrega de regalos/desayunos en Pilar?
Hola, quisiera mandar un desayuno o algún detalle a mi papá que vive en Pilar, me pondrían recomendar alguna compañía que haga entregas a domicilio y que tengan productos de calidad? Gracias!
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2022.01.18 21:37 AnotherBroski I really have no idea what I should do
2022.01.18 21:37 mexicofan i have never once had success opening child lock medication bottles
2022.01.18 21:37 tbake8 Bun booty and legs for days
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2022.01.18 21:37 DazzlingDevelopment Bing Bong broke another one!
Howdy-do how are you?
Fun story I’d like to share with y’all about my 24hr adventure with my self built PC. First thing first, the specs.
MOBO: Strix B-450-i CPU: Ryzen 9 3900x GPU: GTX 1080 Ti NZXT Mini ATX Case
Okay so that’s outta the way lemme tell you about how things went. So I was bored one day downloading DCS: World, noticed the internet speeds weren’t that great. I run wireless since I can’t be bothered to route a line from upstairs down to the living room. Anywho, I popped into BIOS cause why not and looked at the AI TWEAKER section and figured I’d slap some nos and see how it goes.
Loaded up to only get stuck on the screen where you can go to BIOS from. It was indeed the big sad. I actually looked here to start the CMOS reset. Didnt work or rather I messed it up. Went to pull everything out and get ready to reset the settings. When pulling my heatsink out, it actually pulled my CPU out with it which is indeed the big nope. Went to put it back in all nice and gentle. Ended up bending groupings of pins. So....I gave up. my system wouldn’t boot back up at all, no response from the case, nothing. Upon further inspection I noticed that there was thermal paste that managed to get into my CPU sockets which is an even bigger nope.
I packed up for the night to continue the next day. Found out that I ended up bricking the mobo by getting paste in the sockets from when I was removing it and trying to put it back in. So I needed up buying a x570 ATX and attempting to slap that in my mini atx case, nope! Didnt fit so I went back out and bought a thermaltake case. Now I was faced with my bent CPU pins. I knew that this CPU was stupid expensive and getting another one will take some time. I took some isopropyl and a toothbrush and I brushed all the paste off my pins. I took one of the flat pieces from my ifixit kit and started re bending those pins.
Moment of truth, I slid it all nice and proper into my mobo, slapped that heatsink in with that good good paste and EUREKA she lived again.
TL:DR; Don’t overclock unless you know what you’re doing. Oh and the x570 has a designated and LABLED cmos reset jumper.
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2022.01.18 21:37 Icy-Use-869 Scyther Raid. 9058 2312 0526
2022.01.18 21:37 AgreeableGravy Advice needed for (high school) English Teacher leaving public education.
Hey Teachers! My wife is on her 6th year of teaching Pre AP English and I think she’s at her breaking point.
First off, I have IMMENSE respect for all of you after seeing first hand how Texas handles education along with the mental and physical battles that come along with this responsibility.
My wife is feeling a bit lost after looking around at some job postings and we’re trying to see what avenues someone with her degree and experience could pursue.
Sorry if this isn’t the place for this post but I figured you folks may have some pointers.
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2022.01.18 21:37 redditmakesmegiggle On The Border Chips? These were inside.
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2022.01.18 21:37 AfterShock Another is CEPH the solution for me post...
So I'm re-evaluating my home storage setup, let's start with my usecase:
S3 Object storage similar to Google Drive for the purpose of mounting and streaming media remotely. This way I can have a lesser powerful server at my parents place and just mount the buckets they care about for the content they watch.
I've searched a few days on here and a single node CEPH instance doesn't seem too recommended but that was from posts years ago. Not sure if anything has changed. I do have a list of some decent enough hardware to work worth from my sys admin days. I'll list it below to see if it helps with suggestions on what to run for a storage solution.
Equipment: 16 bay (3.5") SuperMicro Server 45 bay (3.5") SuperMicro JBOD Numerous dl360p HP proliant gen9 servers (2.5")
For the sake of rounded math we'll call it: 25x 10TB 3.5" drives.
10 or so Enterprise SSD's to deploy for cache purposes as needed.
I've heard minio is great but lacks the performance and speed needed to stream HD content. Performance on a single node CEPH deployment I read is even worse. This same storage solution will also be what I plan to stream from locally as well. I have a 10GB backplane throughout my home network and a 3GB symmetrical FTH service for my external pipe.
Sorry for the long post but I have been researching and haven't found the right solution yet. Thanks for taking the time and thanks for all who take the time to comment.
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2022.01.18 21:37 quartamade I swear I saw a ghoul in a reflection on my ceiling last night. Creeping me TF out! It was a sillehoutte on my ceiling so I snapped a picture and after turning the brightness up I was appalled. Hoping I'm just insane.
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